How Do You Feel?

[Davy_Mcwrecker]

I have hope that I can one day return.

But It's not true. In december I tried to make a comeback, to start playing again, to find some little thing to do it, and I just couldn't. It is part of me, taking up the last and easiest years to remember of me before I was a teenager, and to be honest, I love the memories. I cherish them. I smile every time I think about the hype for the updates, and playing with some of my best friends. Waking up every saturday morning and immediatley logging on, not getting dressed, nor eating breakfast, in order to play with the earlybirds.

And this community, this group here on POForums has changed me. As some of you rmember when I first joined, I was in all honesty, annoying, bothersome, hyper, and i always talked like this haha lol, and I cringe now to think how it must of been for you guys. Probably thinking "Geez, it's that annoying Davy guy again!" or something in your head, trying to not get a headache translating my gibberish. And The I Hit A Phase Of Typing Every Single Word In Caps, Which Is Still Annoying, But Better.

And now here I am. IF I can take anything from my expiriences wth you guys, it's that my grammar and spelling has imrpoved, and to be honest, I looked up to the majority of you as rolemodels. (Especially Del And Tib, with the way the could weave and wave any words around, to really articulate that emotion, or idea. And even translating it to pirate sometimes!) But really, every single person here has encouraged me to improve my writing, and it wil affect me for the rest of my life, know it or not. Everyone. I could list the names, but It'd take to log to write, and read.

This game has had the biggest impact of my life. You guys have had the biggest impact of my life. No joke. You were the guys that were there with me as I stopped being a kid, and matured in my humour, writing, understanding, ect. I was always with you guys. And for that, I give you my greatest thanks, pirate to pirate, friend to friend, family to family. You guys will always be in my memories, even when I'm 90 something, like Del, and I'm old with back problems! (I kid Del, although we may have given him his first grey hairs).

I know I keep ranting, but, the thing is, this game is the only way I know you guys. My only connection with my "family", and when the game goes, so do you. ANd my biggest regret is not being abke to master after playing since '09. Like, come on, some of you have started fater me and mastered before me! . Anyhow, I cannot thank you enough for the impact you had on my life, and to get on subject, I've left the game. The only thing keeping me coming onto the forums to eye the news every week or so is you guys, and hope. I want to return, but there is nothing to return for. Looting? I'm never going to get a Legendary, I've already accepted that. PVP? Never liked it. SVS? I was never good enough. I was only good at repairing, and I hated it.

I want to return to you guys mostly, and I am sad to say that the chances f us ever reuniting on the game, plundering ships and old friends, having a hearty laugh and a swig o' rum is just like the chances of winning the lotery. Disney doesn't care anymore. Honestly, no updates, nothing for awhile now. Chapter 2 was the last chapter. The main characters were us, and the end was, well, the end. And it was a great book of friendship, growing fun, ragequitting (in my case), and fun. Its ending was tragic. However, it was a good book. Just like Ol' Yeller, just like The Green Mile. Our story was just as good, and sad as theirs, but, ours is better, because it's about us. I thank yo if you took the time to read my looong post, and I sincerely thank you you overall. Love, Davy. <3