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A tough decision.
Ahoy mates, as some of you may know over the past month or so I have been less and less active in POTCO, this is in part because of stress in real life and general lack of free time, but beyond that I've become very whats the word.... washed out with POTCO.. it used to be that when I logged on and saw all the caps spam greeting from my guildies I would feel happy inside and want to hang out with them all day despite the lack of things to do in the game but now it seems for some reason that isn't enough motivation to log on anymore. there are very few things to do.. so few that I can count them on my fingers and all of them require investing time to do them and none of them are exciteing enough to me anymore to devote my time to it...
So with these things in mind I have made a very tough decison... I have decided that when school starts in about a week I will be taking a break from POTCO and the forums. I want to make it clear I do intend to return at some point I am not severing any ties or leaving guilds. The shadow Sorceror's are my family many of you know the devotion and work I put into this guild and you are my family I love you all like my brothers and sisters which makes this decision very difficult. and PNC you are some of my best friends not just in the game but some of you (you know who you are) have been there for me through some of the toughest times in my life and I truely Love you for that and I will never forget it!
my hope is by taking this break it will give me time to regain control of who I am.. not Dog Gunmorgan , not Dog O'fury
not captain gunmorgan... ME the person behind the screen. I need time to focus on my real life and as we always say RL is ALWAYS first.
I would hope that when I decide to come back I will be able to step back into my position in the COS and would like to think I earned that right.
Remember mates this isn't good bye I will be coming back but I feel it is nessessary to take a break and sort my self out.
Your faithful friend and puppy,
Dog Gunmorgan/the real me.
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